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so im baccckkkkk.
you miss me?
it was perfect
but what isnt since i have been with him.
mexico our escape. i love him.
i went to nikkis the other day.
she asked some of us to go see mom.
i hate going there
i went of course
buti hate it there...
the popo showing up bringing me to the lowest to the grown not being able to feel what i feel.
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but when i know people went to see her i just have to go also.
i feel like if i dont go see her on certian days that she knows. and i dont want to make it seem like i dont care.
whenever i go there i can't help but to cry. it smacks you right in the face, the reality of everything kills me. i went tonight to see her. and all i could think of was the first time we went there. and how dad kissed her coffin. it kills me everythime cause all i can think of is the sad moments.
your not the worst daughter ever. its hard sweetie and i now know that. for the longest time i couldn't see mom. i try and say that i would but i couldn't bring myself to see her. i didn't want to face it.
i love you kortnie and i'm here always
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i did too, again next year please :)
youre perfect, everythings perfect with you
and youre never gonna lose me, so get used to it.
what you did was good
im sure that hes glad youre taking care of it
and visiting him
and theres no way that he hates you for keeping the ashes
he loves you so much and you were his everything
theres no possible way he would hate you for that
youre not the worlds worst daughter
and he understands that.
i love you with everything i have
and you know im here for you
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and i will always be here for you.!!!
so happy your home
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