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i am really starting to hate the computer, its an excuse for me to sit here and wait for you to come online, and you never do and i just sit here and keep waiting. i dont know, i want to write to you and tell you everything i am feeling but its impossible, i wish there was a way we could talk. i need to tell you everything i am feeling and yesterday was bad and i am sorry, i just flipped out. i know we both wish things could be different, and i just want to talk to you.