Feb 18, 2008 16:41
I am into R&B! ;D must be all that time in Phuture .. Just went to PartyRendezous on Sat at my friend's jioing - since hes in the organising committee, but the event itself was pretty tame. In short, beauty pageant with some performances interpersed in between.. but R4 SHOULD HAVE been the winner aahhh. Darn it. After that, the bunch of us from HQ went over to phuture.. man. i met quite a few ppl from BMTC. Erwin Shah, yo! Met Kiang Hon and Jason Soh too (He was there purportedly for DINNER, hmmm ;D) Harrison went and got us 2 Jugs of Long Island (ooray for 1-for-1).. Pee and I must have taken 3/4 of a jug together O_O .. Strangely enough it wasnt *as* crowded as Wednesday but still damn crowded.. Did i mention someone did a Merlion at 11pm?? SO DAMN EARLY, rofl. oh well enjoyed myself in the middle but had to leave real soon at 1am, since my mum was bugging me, ahah.
I had been thinking. Ever since i started to clean up my JC stuff, i felt i have become more and more of a stranger.. Ever since i enlisted, i cut a part of myself away and move on. When i come back to it - i find that the old me was too .. inadequate. Not enough of a bastard. Cannot live in this dog-eat-dog world. Everyone was just trying to fuck each other up, save for a small closed group of people you identified with. Army thought me that, and i have less and less tolerance for idiotic people. If you cannot push people down, they will crawl over your head. Hence my zero tolerance for my mum's antics. Just fucking sod off, geez. Everything went to the bastards - guys who act nice are left behind. In all arenas, you get me.
On a separate note, GOTTA LOVE bOA's new single, THE FACE. good beats yea!