wow. . .
i just read kat's journal and i cried. i actually cried because every word she typed is the story of my life. she said it was her two month wedding anniversary and it's my two year wedding anniversary. i've been married two years and i've been with my husband eight months at the most. but in that eight months i have memorized every single detail about him. the week before josh left for iraq i would stay awake and just watch him sleep and i would stare at him while he did simple things like walk down the stairs or open the fridge. i didn't want to forget one single thing about him. i have more to say but i'm sad now.