Alright lets get this straight
Love me for who i am not who you percieve me as. I am real. and quit trying to come at me with the same thing over and over. it may have bothered me before but now i laugh at the notion of your opinions. I have not changed since day one. oh and btw when I can afford to eat more than ramen and pb and j things will be fine and that will be soon i just got out of the hole. and me taking you out for dinner all i expected was you to be nice and a dang thank you.. one time you stepped out of your car to give me a hug as you left. that meant a lot to me but sadly that was after you broke up with me... oh yeah and to all you females I may ever befriend I love the little things i like the saying do as to others as you would have them do to you.... but shit me being nice, polite, checking on people it may be coming to an end... cause ya know the saying and its some true shit.... while i'm checking up on you, you have no idea whats going on in my life or head... i got soo much shit to worry about and deal with.... oh and also when I can afford just the prescriptions to help me live better I will be glad to help ya out.. but there are 4 months left and our baby is already spoiled.. I know what your thinking and yes I will be making a lot more money here soon. overtime and a raise... And why do i take everything personal... i don't know maybe because its said to me and only me... so umm it must be about me... cause i don't know what the fuck i did... tell me if I say a good day its childish so what if i say fuck you??? or don't reply.. All i want is to work things out and all you seem to want to do is piss me off... but ya know what I've gotten over peoples attempts to do that... So I'm whinning again huh? Fuck that you have no idea if I whinned about everything you would have never dated me... i got teeth that need help a back that needs surgery something wrong where i get headaches veins that keep bulging more shoes that are worn out and will not have a place to live in a few months. I'm not saying I need all that first because my child (if mine) will come first but I sure would like to be alive longer than my own child... and right now nothing seems to make me happy.. you may think I'm going out and doing all these bad things but I'm honestly going out to talk to friends that are having problems too... I've heard them all! Cause I listen and I care... but when you piss me off or annoy me don't fucking call me childish cause your doing the first thing wrong.! well sorry to be so long goodnight