Nov 19, 2005 15:55
Lets start out with all the really good things that have been happening...
Yesterday I got to sign the lease to my new appartment.. Im finally getting the fuck out of this house and moving into a place of my own... it's a 2 bedroom so emily will have her own room...
It's so nice to know Im getting out on my own.. yesterday I went shopping for stuff for the bathroom I actually get to decorate I love decorating!!! I hope emily likes her new home...
I want what is best for her and the lil boy thats inside my belly... I watch emily grow everyday she is so fucking smart and adorable... the more she grows the more adorable she gets I love her soooo much...
another great thing is Dan is buying me a Sugar Glider so I will have a lil friend in the apartment with me that makes me happy...
But with all these great things happening I realize that my friends that have been there for years are no longer around... the only people who are live soooo far away... Im trying to be strong and I am really happy about all the good things but I do miss my friends and it hurts....
well Im gonna try to get to the mall for 5 so me and dan can look for stuff for the appartment...