*Grumble*
Havent written in quite sum time...
1st off the concert kicked so much ass we went to see audio slave & seether and it rawked I havent been to a good concert since VNV and that was so fucking long ago... we had front row seats which dan purchased for our anniversary Im so sick of people talkin shit saying I get to go out so much and blah blah blah
I barely go out I spend all my time with my daughter taking care of her making sure she has everything she needs... Im really sick of people so many people say they are my friend but they only call me when they need something or when something goes wrong with them.. it hurts
I went to my ultrasound yesterday... there is a problem.. Im not getting into it on here but it hurt because I told a couple of people I care about that I was having it and I figured someone would call to see how it went but no one did... me and dan started fighting because I was so stressed the doctors said not to worry but they always say that they told me that minutes before I found out raines heart stopped..
dan thinks its not a big deal and I hope it's not but with everything Ive been thur I can't not worry
I need to go for a level 2 ultrasound normally I would be thrilled to see the baby so much but not if somethings wrong.. I don't want anything to be wrong with him...
1st off the concert kicked so much ass we went to see audio slave & seether and it rawked I havent been to a good concert since VNV and that was so fucking long ago... we had front row seats which dan purchased for our anniversary Im so sick of people talkin shit saying I get to go out so much and blah blah blah
I barely go out I spend all my time with my daughter taking care of her making sure she has everything she needs... Im really sick of people so many people say they are my friend but they only call me when they need something or when something goes wrong with them.. it hurts
I went to my ultrasound yesterday... there is a problem.. Im not getting into it on here but it hurt because I told a couple of people I care about that I was having it and I figured someone would call to see how it went but no one did... me and dan started fighting because I was so stressed the doctors said not to worry but they always say that they told me that minutes before I found out raines heart stopped..
dan thinks its not a big deal and I hope it's not but with everything Ive been thur I can't not worry
I need to go for a level 2 ultrasound normally I would be thrilled to see the baby so much but not if somethings wrong.. I don't want anything to be wrong with him...