smitten and scared...
What am I supposed to do? Someone tell me. Please. Because not being with her is driving me nuts! I am scary. I bloody scare myself. So how can I show her how I feel, explain what is going on in my head and my heart without knowing what to say, or how to say it, or knowing how to show her? All I can do is sit and look at her with my blue eyes and try and communicate through thought alone what is going on with me.
I cried today. I cried last night before I went to bed, and I'll probably cry again before I go to bed tonight. These feelings are scaring me, and at the same time they thrill me down through my bones! I... oi.
I can't say anymore. Because I think I will explode if I do. Bear with me. Give me an hour or day or week or so and maybe things will tone down... but if they are going where I think they are... that's not going to happen. Damnit.
I think I need a hug.
All I can think about is her.
I cried today. I cried last night before I went to bed, and I'll probably cry again before I go to bed tonight. These feelings are scaring me, and at the same time they thrill me down through my bones! I... oi.
I can't say anymore. Because I think I will explode if I do. Bear with me. Give me an hour or day or week or so and maybe things will tone down... but if they are going where I think they are... that's not going to happen. Damnit.
I think I need a hug.
All I can think about is her.