Hey Ya'll
HA ya'll can kiss my ass, alright? I do not care! Do you understand that? Most likely not! You are too stuck up in your own ass to care!
Anyways, I had fun, alright? Is that too much? I dont know....go freakin figure though. I so give up. Alright? ya'll win...I give up.
I got another freakin letter from those poetry people, wantin to give me awards. I want to go so badly...i dont know why. I guess its the only thing I have in my life- even if its a rip off. It would be nice to go, you know? Because i'm sure that if you go, you do get awards....and it would mean so much to me- but nobody understands that...or maybe its just because I dont say anything about it. But I cant anyways- I cant do that to my mom, she's too stressed out about money shit all the time. I shouldnt even want to go, esp. if I know its a rip off, why should I even metion it to her? Why waste her money? She's tryin to have enough to send me to a college that I do not want to go to, that I will be forced into. But finishing highschool and college is her dream. And thats exactly it.....its her dream. I dont want to go to college, it will be a waste of money. Why go just to fail and all the money can go to the school that I flunked out of? I say, screw everybody. Oh wait, that would make everybodys expectations of me true. Nevermind.
-PoeticGurl
Anyways, I had fun, alright? Is that too much? I dont know....go freakin figure though. I so give up. Alright? ya'll win...I give up.
I got another freakin letter from those poetry people, wantin to give me awards. I want to go so badly...i dont know why. I guess its the only thing I have in my life- even if its a rip off. It would be nice to go, you know? Because i'm sure that if you go, you do get awards....and it would mean so much to me- but nobody understands that...or maybe its just because I dont say anything about it. But I cant anyways- I cant do that to my mom, she's too stressed out about money shit all the time. I shouldnt even want to go, esp. if I know its a rip off, why should I even metion it to her? Why waste her money? She's tryin to have enough to send me to a college that I do not want to go to, that I will be forced into. But finishing highschool and college is her dream. And thats exactly it.....its her dream. I dont want to go to college, it will be a waste of money. Why go just to fail and all the money can go to the school that I flunked out of? I say, screw everybody. Oh wait, that would make everybodys expectations of me true. Nevermind.
-PoeticGurl