what a connection. forever.
Today. The worst birthday I've ever had.
I don't want to complain though, because I'm alive, and because I woke up warm with a smile on my face.
(Jonny Lang got sick, so the concert (my big anticipated birthday present)was cancelled...until January 20th...and I was already in the car crying when I found this out.)
I actually TALKED to my dad at Cafe 360 for the first time in...well, forever. And oddly enough HE helped to unboggle my mind.
The trip I made to Male today was excrutiating, although I prayed and listened to the most appropriate music and felt God's presence stronger than I have in a long time.
I did the saddest thing I've ever done today. But it was somehow beautiful. I LOVE him still. And I am beyond grateful for his mature reaction. Thank goodness he'll stay in my life.
I've never had to make a decision like this...one that I know is necessary but that breaks my heart at the same time. This is the strangest feeling ever. A self-inflicted broken heart? What? I hate this. But I'm excited about the future.
I don't want to be quoteunquotesmart about the future:)
I don't want to complain though, because I'm alive, and because I woke up warm with a smile on my face.
(Jonny Lang got sick, so the concert (my big anticipated birthday present)was cancelled...until January 20th...and I was already in the car crying when I found this out.)
I actually TALKED to my dad at Cafe 360 for the first time in...well, forever. And oddly enough HE helped to unboggle my mind.
The trip I made to Male today was excrutiating, although I prayed and listened to the most appropriate music and felt God's presence stronger than I have in a long time.
I did the saddest thing I've ever done today. But it was somehow beautiful. I LOVE him still. And I am beyond grateful for his mature reaction. Thank goodness he'll stay in my life.
I've never had to make a decision like this...one that I know is necessary but that breaks my heart at the same time. This is the strangest feeling ever. A self-inflicted broken heart? What? I hate this. But I'm excited about the future.
I don't want to be quoteunquotesmart about the future:)