doing quite well for a change
My new year's resolutions:
(I always try hard to keep them, but i'm not always very successful. maybe 2005 will be better than 2004)
~Exercise more (don't laugh)
~Eat healthier (again, don't laugh. these are always the top two resolutions. maybe for once...i should just do them.)
~Stop eating so much junk food :-\
~Be a better girlfriend; show Phillip many many more ways that i love him and he can trust me and he that he should marry me someday.
~Be a better daughter:
- try and create some sort of relationship with my mom. she's already 50. she won't live forever. i hate to hate her. i wish she would make things easier for me. but i guess, then she wouldn't be a mom, would she?
- make my daddy proud of me; in school and in my life. spend more time with him.
- get on dean's list again next semester
- do more chores without being asked
- help out more
- come home more often
~Be a better sister:
- drive matty places he needs to go
- talk more with matty. he always seems depressed. i want him to know i am always here for him to talk to. i hate that my friends know more about my brother's life than i do.
- spend more time with the sisters. i already talk with them a lot. this is one resolution i can finally check off my list for 2005.
~Do better in school. I am too lazy and prcrastinate way too much. if i put more effort into my work i would be on dean's list every semester no problem.
~Figure out what's wrong with my car. treat it nicer when driving. always make sure i have enough oil, gas, and air in my tires. find out why there's water leaking. take care of it.
~Spend more time/take better care of Sophie and Toby
~Become a better person. spend time of myself.
~Do not let people walk all over me as much as i let them
~Work harder. do not let lora walk all over me, but work harder so maybe i can get more money.
~Learn to say no if i am too stressed to work and babysit and do three papers and come home for the weekend.
~Spend more time with my friends: nk friends (karen katie and jackie; lauren and manda) toll gate people, and salve girls.
~Stop the insanity inside me that is anxiety and slowly get off these stupid pills by the end of 2005 hopefully. this should be #3 on my list, right under eat helthier and exercise more.
~Get more sleep
~Stop crying so damn much, and stop complaining as much
~Stay healthy and happy
Merry christmas and happy new year to all. 2005. i will be 20. i'm not a kid anymore. what happened to a quarter of my life??
(I always try hard to keep them, but i'm not always very successful. maybe 2005 will be better than 2004)
~Exercise more (don't laugh)
~Eat healthier (again, don't laugh. these are always the top two resolutions. maybe for once...i should just do them.)
~Stop eating so much junk food :-\
~Be a better girlfriend; show Phillip many many more ways that i love him and he can trust me and he that he should marry me someday.
~Be a better daughter:
- try and create some sort of relationship with my mom. she's already 50. she won't live forever. i hate to hate her. i wish she would make things easier for me. but i guess, then she wouldn't be a mom, would she?
- make my daddy proud of me; in school and in my life. spend more time with him.
- get on dean's list again next semester
- do more chores without being asked
- help out more
- come home more often
~Be a better sister:
- drive matty places he needs to go
- talk more with matty. he always seems depressed. i want him to know i am always here for him to talk to. i hate that my friends know more about my brother's life than i do.
- spend more time with the sisters. i already talk with them a lot. this is one resolution i can finally check off my list for 2005.
~Do better in school. I am too lazy and prcrastinate way too much. if i put more effort into my work i would be on dean's list every semester no problem.
~Figure out what's wrong with my car. treat it nicer when driving. always make sure i have enough oil, gas, and air in my tires. find out why there's water leaking. take care of it.
~Spend more time/take better care of Sophie and Toby
~Become a better person. spend time of myself.
~Do not let people walk all over me as much as i let them
~Work harder. do not let lora walk all over me, but work harder so maybe i can get more money.
~Learn to say no if i am too stressed to work and babysit and do three papers and come home for the weekend.
~Spend more time with my friends: nk friends (karen katie and jackie; lauren and manda) toll gate people, and salve girls.
~Stop the insanity inside me that is anxiety and slowly get off these stupid pills by the end of 2005 hopefully. this should be #3 on my list, right under eat helthier and exercise more.
~Get more sleep
~Stop crying so damn much, and stop complaining as much
~Stay healthy and happy
Merry christmas and happy new year to all. 2005. i will be 20. i'm not a kid anymore. what happened to a quarter of my life??