i just helped a bug from its death. i don't know why.
i'm scared of thunder and lightning. not so much the thunder. the lightning is exciting and thrilling to watch but terrifies me. i'm so afraid of getting electrocuted. no one ever reassured me that it wouldn't happen, so i'm always scared of it.
i guess i am a hypochondriac. but i'm just sacred that i'm going to die. i'm afraid every little thing that seems abnormal could be something so much bigger. i'm scared of the dreams i have where i'm dying and all i can think about is that i should have gotten checked out earlier, maybe i could have lived. i have woken up so frightened from so many of those dreams.
i'm scared of crazy people who are out to kill me for no apparent reason. i have always been afraid of crazy murderers and ghosts who come right up to my bed and wait til i fall asleep then try to kill me. i swear to god. it creeps me out just thinking about it now. i guess i should thank television and the media in general for scaring me half to death all my life, and a big thanks to my sisters for watching lots of scary things while i was too young to watch.
i'm so scared that someday, phil's not going to want me anymore for good. i'm so scared that no one will ever love me the way he loves me. i'm so scared that no one will ever really understand me the way he does.
i guess i am a hypochondriac. but i'm just sacred that i'm going to die. i'm afraid every little thing that seems abnormal could be something so much bigger. i'm scared of the dreams i have where i'm dying and all i can think about is that i should have gotten checked out earlier, maybe i could have lived. i have woken up so frightened from so many of those dreams.
i'm scared of crazy people who are out to kill me for no apparent reason. i have always been afraid of crazy murderers and ghosts who come right up to my bed and wait til i fall asleep then try to kill me. i swear to god. it creeps me out just thinking about it now. i guess i should thank television and the media in general for scaring me half to death all my life, and a big thanks to my sisters for watching lots of scary things while i was too young to watch.
i'm so scared that someday, phil's not going to want me anymore for good. i'm so scared that no one will ever love me the way he loves me. i'm so scared that no one will ever really understand me the way he does.