May 01, 2010 13:58
ForEver ♥ Freffy
Sitting in a chair looking outside from a window there sat Effy. Its been five months since the disappearance of Freddie but only a month ago was she to believe that Freddie left on his own accord which she blamed herself for, did Cook tell her he's dead. She replays that scene over and over, “Effy, Freddie’s dead that doctor of yours killed him, I'm sorry” Cook says he tries to hug her but she pulls away. Her face is emotionless as she walks away.
She goes back to the hospital, walks to her room closes her door she climbs into bed pulls the cover s over herself and breaks, she lets out heart breaking sobs and to end it a loud heart shuttering scream. The next day she told Anthea she wants a different hospital she didn't want to be here anymore.
She settled herself in a new hospital, for weeks she didn't get out of bed giving everyone the silent treatment. This brings us back to the start, a nurse walked in with a tray of water and two tablets “How are we today Miss Stonem????” Effy didn't respond instead stared out the window. “Still the silent treatment I see” she put the tray down on the bedside table and looked up at the wall she smiled upon seeing a picture of Freddie “Ah this boy was a looker wasn't he?” Effy slightly moved once she heard his name.
“Well here's your tablets come over and take them” the nurse said cheerfully. Effy got up from her seat she grabbed the tablets and swallowed them then took a sip of water. “Good girl, now try and get some rest” the nurse took the tray then left. Effy looked away from the door to the picture of Freddie she stared at it for quite some time, she picked up her hand and dragged her finger over the picture.
She got into bed, slowly closing her eyes she fell asleep.
She walks through the open meadows, the sun shining she walks to the middle of the meadows, she lies down on the ground the sun shining into her eyes. She sighs taking in the surroundings. A shadow covers her she looks up and smiles,
“Morning Beautiful” he said grinning.
“Took you long enough” she said smiling.
“Hey give me a break” he said lying down next to her.
She turned her head towards his and drags her hand across his forehead pushing his fringe aside.
“I miss you”
“I miss you too” he said looking up at her.
He reaches down and grabs her hand they entwine, he squeezes her hand
“How's life treating you these days?” he asked.
“Shit, your not in it” she said looking up at the sky.
“Aye, what are you talking about I am in your life your seeing me now aren't you”
“Freddie”
“I know I know it’s not the same” he said also looking up at the sky.
“You’re not in my life you’re in my crazy head but its better than no you at all”
He gets up on his elbow and looks at her she turns her head towards him.
“Why did you have to go, I'm sorry” she sighed.
“What. It’s not your fault it was that fucked up doctor” he said leaning over her.
He caressed her hair, staring at each other.
“I love you” he said.
“I love you” she said back.
He leaned down gently kissing her on the lips, and then kissed her nose.
“Wish we could stay like this forever”
“We will, we'll be together forever” he whispered.
Waking up, Effy looked around the room; she ran her fingers through her hair “Too early” she grumbled. “Love you, beautiful” she heard Freddie's voice.
effy,
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