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Has any one of you thought of your veins as like a very long hollow peice of spaghetti and you just wanna rip em out?
just cause lately I have been... and thinking about sucking the middle out of it... n pulling on it like string when you were a kid n playing them string games how u made the tea cup and the eiffel tower out of string...
yuck my veins are so blue its making me sick... I hate them... they stand out amoungst my pale skin... bright blue fuckers and I just wanna RIP them out!!!
ive been hacking myself.. the only bare place on my body without scars/cuts is my fucking face and neck...
so theres just a insight...
I feel like shit... everyones been telling me I'm dying... heh.. the other half think I'm fucked....
I hate life....
theres no reason whatsoever that I should be here...
I smashed my hand into a few mirrors today so its pretty badly fucked... lol kinda pretty... i hadda rip the peices of glass out... if only I had a camera...
I told jon off for telling me to go to a hospital...
I hate them places... lol my school couldnt work out why I passed out... thats pretty funny...
anyway....
take care
<333cassie