Feb 21, 2005 21:25
I come online.. thinking about her and if shes on... I check her fucking journal and all I see is this ONE FUCKING SENTENCE!!! Äs much as I want to be with cassie I know I cant.."she lied to me... the whole fucking time... my whole existence on this fucking earth was a big fucking lie.. fuck it all.. fuck her... fuck life... fuck time
big fucking woop for me.. I finally fucking managed to bleed... alot and Í don't wanna stop... fuck her.... fuck fuck fuck FUCK!!!
SHE FUCKING LIED...
SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE FUCKING LIED SHE MOTHERFUCKING LIED TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK
ALL THIS TIME WASTED ON HER... SHE USED ME TO GET TO HIM... I KNOW IT... FUCK HER... FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
GOOD FUCKING BYE JUST LEAVE ME HERE TO FUCKING DIE!!!!!!!!!!