bad habits...
so for no reason whatsoever, i've been procrastinating super hardcore lately. its only the third week of classes. i really should get my priorities in order and rediscover my motivation to do well in school because i'm finding myself overloaded with academic and social commitments. but the killer part is that i have tons of time to do hw at night, but i always manage to waste significant amounts of time. i've even been late to my 11 o'clock class 3 of the 5 times... sad. i normally wouldn't care so much but my advisor is the teacher and he's a really cool guy so i feel like i'm being disrespectful to him.
i also skipped lunch on tuesday to write an essay that i ended up not writing the night before only to have my teacher not collect them, change the topic a little, and have us rewrite them for the next class. the best part is that he asked for two paragraphs... i had written five -.-
i've also been working out every night with lauren, and somehow thursday nights got declared as girls' night which would be awesome if i didn't have a shitload of hw to do thursday night. anyways, i need to get my shit together. its gonna be a stressful couple of days, but friday night i'm going to see the eli young band so it'll all be worth it :) ... even though i'm going by myself because no one else wanted to go/flaked.
lovely lyrics:
She's got a bumper like a billboard
Covered in stickers of her favorite band
She's got a handful of records that she turns to
When she needs to land
She's a Saturday night parade through the streets
That all eyes some to see including me
She carries memories around like souvenirs down in her pockets
She should have let some go by now but can't seem to drop it
Says forgiveness ain't nothing but a lifeless tire on the shoulder of her soul
That never rolls
For as much as she stumbled she's runnin'
For as much as she runs she's still here
Always hoping to find something quicker than heaven
To make the damage of her days disappear
Just like Guinevere
[[Eli Young Band - Guinevere]]
When it rains, I don't mind being lonely.
I cry right along with the sky.
When it rains, I don't pretend to be happy.
I don't even have to try.
when it rains, some people get down to sportin' a frown.
So I fit right in.
Yeah the sun may brighten your day but if I had my way I'd take the rain.
[[Eli Young Band - When It Rains]]
She said how can I believe in something I can't see or feel with my fingers?
Yeah how can I believe
And I said...
Anytime you think you wanna be my lover
That's the reason to do what you're thinkin of
Anytime you think you wanna come on over
Stop asking, get in the car and drive
[[Eli Young Band - Get in the Car and Drive]]
There was always a line stuck in your head
That was said in a way you wished you could've said
But you both knew they were singin' it right to you
[[Eli Young Band - Always the Love Songs]]
Watchin' the rain and passing headlights from some roadside corner booth
Still smiling bout the choices that you made
Hopin' the clouds are breaking up ahead, skies blue instead of gray
But if you get out there and you find that it's not what you thought it'd be
Remember me, jet black and jealous
[[Eli Young Band - Jet Black & Jealous]] <-- my favorite song on their last album
If it feels so right
Feels safe and sound
How can the sky be falling down
If it's all good love
Two good hearts
How can we fall so far apart
How can hearts be breaking in the middle of the night
How can strings come unwound when they've held so tight
On the ride down this road if it's time, time to let go
Tell me, how should I know
[[Eli Young Band - How Should I Know]]
Another empy promise, Good intentions from the start,
You failed to mention, Our love would be this hard,
I'm tired of talkin', Don't have nothing left to say,
Maybe sometime we'll sift through the ashes one day
I can't lean on you, Cause I'll fall right over,
Can't count on you, It doesn't add up,
I see we're through and the truth is pretty sober,
This is going no where, Enough is enough
[[Eli Young Band - Enough is Enough]]
OH and joseph's coming into town this weekend and wants to "get drunk and climb trees" so that should be interesting haha that boys crazy.
♥ "life's tough, but it's a lot tougher when you're stupid" - John Wayne
i also skipped lunch on tuesday to write an essay that i ended up not writing the night before only to have my teacher not collect them, change the topic a little, and have us rewrite them for the next class. the best part is that he asked for two paragraphs... i had written five -.-
i've also been working out every night with lauren, and somehow thursday nights got declared as girls' night which would be awesome if i didn't have a shitload of hw to do thursday night. anyways, i need to get my shit together. its gonna be a stressful couple of days, but friday night i'm going to see the eli young band so it'll all be worth it :) ... even though i'm going by myself because no one else wanted to go/flaked.
lovely lyrics:
She's got a bumper like a billboard
Covered in stickers of her favorite band
She's got a handful of records that she turns to
When she needs to land
She's a Saturday night parade through the streets
That all eyes some to see including me
She carries memories around like souvenirs down in her pockets
She should have let some go by now but can't seem to drop it
Says forgiveness ain't nothing but a lifeless tire on the shoulder of her soul
That never rolls
For as much as she stumbled she's runnin'
For as much as she runs she's still here
Always hoping to find something quicker than heaven
To make the damage of her days disappear
Just like Guinevere
[[Eli Young Band - Guinevere]]
When it rains, I don't mind being lonely.
I cry right along with the sky.
When it rains, I don't pretend to be happy.
I don't even have to try.
when it rains, some people get down to sportin' a frown.
So I fit right in.
Yeah the sun may brighten your day but if I had my way I'd take the rain.
[[Eli Young Band - When It Rains]]
She said how can I believe in something I can't see or feel with my fingers?
Yeah how can I believe
And I said...
Anytime you think you wanna be my lover
That's the reason to do what you're thinkin of
Anytime you think you wanna come on over
Stop asking, get in the car and drive
[[Eli Young Band - Get in the Car and Drive]]
There was always a line stuck in your head
That was said in a way you wished you could've said
But you both knew they were singin' it right to you
[[Eli Young Band - Always the Love Songs]]
Watchin' the rain and passing headlights from some roadside corner booth
Still smiling bout the choices that you made
Hopin' the clouds are breaking up ahead, skies blue instead of gray
But if you get out there and you find that it's not what you thought it'd be
Remember me, jet black and jealous
[[Eli Young Band - Jet Black & Jealous]] <-- my favorite song on their last album
If it feels so right
Feels safe and sound
How can the sky be falling down
If it's all good love
Two good hearts
How can we fall so far apart
How can hearts be breaking in the middle of the night
How can strings come unwound when they've held so tight
On the ride down this road if it's time, time to let go
Tell me, how should I know
[[Eli Young Band - How Should I Know]]
Another empy promise, Good intentions from the start,
You failed to mention, Our love would be this hard,
I'm tired of talkin', Don't have nothing left to say,
Maybe sometime we'll sift through the ashes one day
I can't lean on you, Cause I'll fall right over,
Can't count on you, It doesn't add up,
I see we're through and the truth is pretty sober,
This is going no where, Enough is enough
[[Eli Young Band - Enough is Enough]]
OH and joseph's coming into town this weekend and wants to "get drunk and climb trees" so that should be interesting haha that boys crazy.
♥ "life's tough, but it's a lot tougher when you're stupid" - John Wayne