I need your light now, right now
I'm craving so badly right now the night, the beach, the darkness, a good cry. A good love. A good fuck. A passion I can't stand. A happiness I can't contain. Sinewy arms, a dark swirl of hair and eyes that penetrate me. Naked skin on clean sheets. Order and chaos at once. Everything right in the world since we're here, but in disarray because we can't move from our love. I want the rain and the sun together, one after the other. A flower sent on a breeze through an open window. I can imagine it all in my head, why can't I be there? Why can't I live five different lives all over? One at a time, simultaneous. I want to drink in a night hold it in forever, never let it out. Blinded in a crowded city, moving down the streets carried only on feeling, attraction to the flowing water of a fountain or the music curling out of the bar. I want to feel vibrant. Vivrant.