Gonna channel all this negative energy into something positive.

Mar 21, 2011 11:22

Project 365 hasn't started yet - it's been delayed by life stuff. Gross, frustrating life stuff that encompasses owing the government a boatload of money, popped blood vessels, stolen identities, kidney stones, rental rejection and a possessive cat.

With all these negative things floating around (as not all of these things are happening to me directly- but to the ones I love), I've had a hard time sleeping. In fact I avoid sleep because once I get it I still feel incredibly tired. Why? Because lately my dreams are as stressful as my life - and sometimes worse. I dream of touring horrible houses/apartments in SE Portland and preparing to settle. I dream about work being crazy and drowning me. I dream of never being creative again. I dream about HS reunions and being ridiculed.

Sigh.

I've let it get to me this long and now more than ever, I need Project 365 to start. Nothing...I repeat NOTHING is stopping me from coming home, going down to the garage and taking photos until I feel better.

The end.

photography, creativity, project, stress, 365, life

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