Go my life...
ok so the good things first cause it's a lot easier to list them right now: so i'm sitting around with this DIAMOND on the RING FINGER of my LEFT hand!!! yup i'm getting married, not for a bit, and i am NOT pregnant,(that seems to be the first question asked). and i'm super excited about it!!! Heff is graduated which is also super nice! all these good things are making me smile, but all this bad stress is making me nutty.
so the bad stress that is weighing heavily on my mind goes as follows: we are going to have super amount of houseguests for this weekend! that is the least of it, but still a little twitch worthy. also somehow i have insufficient funds at the bank?! which correlates well with the fact that i bought Heff's Christmas present online the day before, so i'm a little suspicious about that, i mean it may be a misunderstanding, but i am not so sure right now i mean this would be a 60$ mistake, and i know that i did not make that. so money is making me nutty right now too. and the third thing that is probably the worst is this whole thing with Stevie. he's stressing me out and i think that i may have to not talk to him for a while so that i can keep some sense of sanity through the holidays. and i'm not even sure if i can go a month without talking to him, he is normally the person that keeps me sane. so this is a big problem. i mean hell he has been my closest friend for about three years now, so this is horrid for me, even the thought that i can't talk to him and listen to him bitch is bad. well i guess that would follow the pattern, i mean i get good friends and then they leave. ehh who knows? enough bitching from me i need to go clean.
so the bad stress that is weighing heavily on my mind goes as follows: we are going to have super amount of houseguests for this weekend! that is the least of it, but still a little twitch worthy. also somehow i have insufficient funds at the bank?! which correlates well with the fact that i bought Heff's Christmas present online the day before, so i'm a little suspicious about that, i mean it may be a misunderstanding, but i am not so sure right now i mean this would be a 60$ mistake, and i know that i did not make that. so money is making me nutty right now too. and the third thing that is probably the worst is this whole thing with Stevie. he's stressing me out and i think that i may have to not talk to him for a while so that i can keep some sense of sanity through the holidays. and i'm not even sure if i can go a month without talking to him, he is normally the person that keeps me sane. so this is a big problem. i mean hell he has been my closest friend for about three years now, so this is horrid for me, even the thought that i can't talk to him and listen to him bitch is bad. well i guess that would follow the pattern, i mean i get good friends and then they leave. ehh who knows? enough bitching from me i need to go clean.