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ok so this is the situation so far, i'm looking for a job. i think that i'm going to need one, even though a week ago i thought that me and Heff were in the clear as far as cash goes, but i guess that changes week to week. weird huh? how you can survive on so little and then when the extra cash comes in you still are treading water. makes me feel sad and stationary. i guess that's life at this point. so i have decided that if this whole getting my job back at Lowe's does not work out i'm going job hunting like mad. i have no idea what that will do to my schooling, but i guess it has to happen. i hate that i'm too much of a wuss to work and go to school full time. i wish i was better at doing two semi-full time things at once. but alas i can not focus all my energy in two places at once. which means that one will suffer. anyway that is enough about that. i think i need sleep/./