Yes, I'm in a sexual mood. :)
I wonder how many things I had actually accomplished off that to-do list I had made like, what? A month or two ago?.. I should go over it someday,.... but that won't be tonight.
I'm thinking about 'us' and the future seems so unclear.. I'm kind of scared about how our actions might impact our relationship.
I've been allowing myself to get happy. Finally. I think yesterday may have been the most I have laughed and enjoyed myself in a long time.
Today was an interesting day.. I went to all of my classes. Which wasn't AS hard as I was expecting it to be. I woke up a litttle late, at 7:35, but I got there on time.
After school was the best part. I had came home, hung around, and at around 4 Aleks called me. She got out of the Shakespeare rehearsal shit. So we went for sushi, with our friend Alona, and her friend Gama. He's a nice kid. He payed for all of our food. He's Armenian, like me. haha
Well after sushi we decided to take a ride to Rockaway. And we went to Floyd Bennett field (or whatever it's called). To get right to the point, there was A LOT of snow.... so Gama decides to start driving through the snow, we're doing good for about 10 minutes. Then he went out farther from the area he was mainly driving in..... bad idea.
We got fuckin' stuck!.. but thank god that someone had driven into that area, and left a tire trail from where they had came in. And we managed to get the car really close to getting onto the pavement.... but then got stuck. Stuck so bad we didnt think we'd get the car back out. They all gave up. I didn't. So I was using a big ass branch so break down all the snow under the car, and wheels. It took about 40 minutes for us to get out. haha. Me and Alona went to the back to push for the 29863469 time, and we fuckin' got it. I was overwhelmed with happiness instantly. It was so badass...
I'm thinking about 'us' and the future seems so unclear.. I'm kind of scared about how our actions might impact our relationship.
I've been allowing myself to get happy. Finally. I think yesterday may have been the most I have laughed and enjoyed myself in a long time.
Today was an interesting day.. I went to all of my classes. Which wasn't AS hard as I was expecting it to be. I woke up a litttle late, at 7:35, but I got there on time.
After school was the best part. I had came home, hung around, and at around 4 Aleks called me. She got out of the Shakespeare rehearsal shit. So we went for sushi, with our friend Alona, and her friend Gama. He's a nice kid. He payed for all of our food. He's Armenian, like me. haha
Well after sushi we decided to take a ride to Rockaway. And we went to Floyd Bennett field (or whatever it's called). To get right to the point, there was A LOT of snow.... so Gama decides to start driving through the snow, we're doing good for about 10 minutes. Then he went out farther from the area he was mainly driving in..... bad idea.
We got fuckin' stuck!.. but thank god that someone had driven into that area, and left a tire trail from where they had came in. And we managed to get the car really close to getting onto the pavement.... but then got stuck. Stuck so bad we didnt think we'd get the car back out. They all gave up. I didn't. So I was using a big ass branch so break down all the snow under the car, and wheels. It took about 40 minutes for us to get out. haha. Me and Alona went to the back to push for the 29863469 time, and we fuckin' got it. I was overwhelmed with happiness instantly. It was so badass...