One Year and 9 months...
Yep...it's been almost TWO years since I last posted...and ALOT has happened... Basically...
Me and my bf broke up...
I started dating this guy Jake...
He cheated on me...ALOT...
We broke up...
I was hurt by some people and for a while didn't tell anyone..
I started having some flashbacks...things I wont get into right now that were brought back by the "attack"...it's not worth it to trigger myself like that...
We got a new student teacher in my Sociology class...
He legit came out to the entire class and gave these kids who were teasing me for being gay detention for like a week and then told me that if I ever needed someone to talk to I could talk to him.
I took him up on that and started talking about all my shit...
Then I told him about the SA and the assault and my flashbacks and everything else and then kissed him and ran away.
We started dating and now we live together with his 2 year old daughter from a previous drunken hookup, my best friend Luke, a 14 year old named Danny and 4 dogs.
I just sort of stopped posting and that was from what happened with all the flashbacks and all this other stuff. It's been fucking hard for the past 2 years, still is, but I'm getting there. I didn't write much during all that time and what I did I never want to really share and now I'm about ready to start this shit again lol.
Although with a 2 year old it's pretty damn hard to get ANYTHING done o_O
I will try to write more though...and post more...
As you may have noticed if you looked at all though I did delete everything but links to my fic's from my journal. It's because everything that was there is things I either have moved on from or need to move on from. I'm making a fresh start now.
So now to kick start this shit I give you...me...
and my creature Marley
and me AND Mar
So yeah...about to attempt to write something....that's not a promise but I'm gonna try...
Me and my bf broke up...
I started dating this guy Jake...
He cheated on me...ALOT...
We broke up...
I was hurt by some people and for a while didn't tell anyone..
I started having some flashbacks...things I wont get into right now that were brought back by the "attack"...it's not worth it to trigger myself like that...
We got a new student teacher in my Sociology class...
He legit came out to the entire class and gave these kids who were teasing me for being gay detention for like a week and then told me that if I ever needed someone to talk to I could talk to him.
I took him up on that and started talking about all my shit...
Then I told him about the SA and the assault and my flashbacks and everything else and then kissed him and ran away.
We started dating and now we live together with his 2 year old daughter from a previous drunken hookup, my best friend Luke, a 14 year old named Danny and 4 dogs.
I just sort of stopped posting and that was from what happened with all the flashbacks and all this other stuff. It's been fucking hard for the past 2 years, still is, but I'm getting there. I didn't write much during all that time and what I did I never want to really share and now I'm about ready to start this shit again lol.
Although with a 2 year old it's pretty damn hard to get ANYTHING done o_O
I will try to write more though...and post more...
As you may have noticed if you looked at all though I did delete everything but links to my fic's from my journal. It's because everything that was there is things I either have moved on from or need to move on from. I'm making a fresh start now.
So now to kick start this shit I give you...me...
and my creature Marley
and me AND Mar
So yeah...about to attempt to write something....that's not a promise but I'm gonna try...