we don't have to stay friends

[locoirishgirl]

I love having conversations with my mother and sister about entitlement at 1:30 some idle Thursday morning. I wish you all a joyous new year's, cos I'm pretty sure me and Mac will have a kick-ass time. My train is currently almost 3 hours late, but it should be pretty awesome once the voyage actually gets under way. I'm considering using the train

Comments

[half_of_weggy]

You had the most amazing impact on my year.

In complete honesty, if asked what person changed my life the most, I would say you. No joking. You've done amazing things for me, and I don't think I tell you enough how much I appreciate you.

I hope you learn to love as you wish - I think it's one of the most important things you'll ever do - and when you do, I hope you still love me as much as I love you.

Thank you.

[locoirishgirl]

Your welcome.

I'm really trying desperately to get more control over my emotions, love being one of them. I can't decide if I love too much, or still too little, because while I love all the people I can, it's still not theentire world, so it never seems enough. And if it's not enough, then what's the point in loving at all? I shouldn't make myself so complicated, but I do.

I don't think anyone ever tells anyone else exactly how much they appreciate them. EVER. But it makes me feel good to feel that I've done at least one person in the world at least one hugely good turn. I want to have a larger effect on people this year and develop more closeness to everyone I know.

I think honestly there were no hugely amazing impacts in my life this year. No drastic alteration of my philosophies. No huge change in personality. It's kind of depressing because while it means I've reached stability, I haven't grown any more, and that always makes me sad, because it's not a good thought to think you'll never grow as a person again.

[half_of_weggy]

You will, you will. And for all you know, you may have at some point, and you just haven't noticed it because it feels too right, or something.

You better stay close to me. I don't know what I'd do without you, luvah.

[locoirishgirl]

i think it's been a year of more minor changes than huge ones, but all the little ones have really added up. 2006 will be good for me, I think. :)

[half_of_weggy]

You know who 2006 is REALLY going to be good for?

Hot mexican kids on bikes.

Fo' sho.

[locoirishgirl]

haha, i met a hot mexican kid on a bike already in 2006! like, for serious. i dont remember his name, tho, which sucks... but i was like... OMG! a hot mexican kid on a bike! and if i'd ahd my phone then, i would have called you. *sigh*

[half_of_weggy]

Awww that's awesome!!!!! I had a crazy, crazy night, and only you and the two other people involved are going to ever know about it.

[locoirishgirl]

oh snapprizzle. i'll call you tomorrow, sorry i didnt call you back that night, but too much craziness was going on. man, who would have thought crew kids could be so fun?

[half_of_weggy]

lol, no problem. I had an incredibly crazy time, and now I'm having one incredibly crazy fight.

[locoirishgirl]

awww, im sorry. do i need to kick some asses?

[half_of_weggy]

No, you're fine for now. I'll have fun doing it myself... I could, however, use a gangbang partner? lol

[locoirishgirl]

hmmmm... only if they're cute. or if it's 6-8 black men.

[half_of_weggy]

Of course it's 6 to 8 black men! I would have no less.

[locoirishgirl]

okay, good, cos i was worried for a bit that it might be just plain old 7. which is totally unnacceptable.

[half_of_weggy]

Pshaw! Who do you think I am dear Caitlin?

7? Hardly.

[locoirishgirl]

okay good. with some people, you can just never tell. its good to know i can always count on you to bring me my mandatory 6 to 8 black men.