if you need, you need me to be with you

[locoirishgirl]

Been a while, eh? Yeah, okay, so the parents found out about the grades and invoked the evil groundingness of dooooooooom. since then... stuff has happened. i've had good times and bad, and in between, and just plain old boring. but, i survived. most recently, i've done some very dumb things that nobody needs to know about. christmas break has been fun and i havent been truly bored yet. amazing, eh? usually by now i'm waiting for school so i can see my friends. ive seen a bunch of movies lately, because when it rains it pours so i can never just see one. i dont think i'm capable of being quiet in a movie theater, either, which is fun for the people i'm talking to, and obnoxious for the people who dont want to hear it. ah well. empty theaters are amazing. i finished filling my root beer bottle with different colored waxes, and i'm planning on freezing it tonight and taking it out tomorrow morning. should be fun, eh? other than all the mundane things, my psyche is thoroughly damaged and i doubt i'll ever recover. i've been reading more and more and withdrawing into the cover of subjects that dont have to do with my life. yet i'm finding more and more ways to connect them back to me, and it's rather disturbing. life, though, it goes on, thank the Lord. I've found my religion again, and it helps make me feel better in the lonesome dark at night. I'm rambling now, so I'll go to bed. Goodnight, my darlings, and I love you all. Happy Holidays.

i will follow where you lead