Fuck You Lucy.
It took me about five minutes to start this off. I don't know what it is, I just didn’t have anything to kick it off, no quote, no angry statement that seemed right. Or maybe it was the handful of pills. I wasn't feeling all there today so I took the pills the doctor told me to. I know what 3 of them do, or what they are but the forth pill is a complete mystery is all forms. It has a name but doesn't tell me what it is for or how many times a day I am supposed to take it. All I know is how I feel when I take the combination, sleepy, un motivated and just a little bit of complacency.
Before I swallowed them all at the same time, I felt full of spite and ready to ripe into something, so what I am to do is reach way down. I do this because it feels like a self gratifying duty.
I picked up Medal of Honor: European Assault. I give this game a lot of credit for a few things. One, there is play in Africa where you are apart of the Desert Rats. I am a little biased to this since my Great Grandfather was a desert rat in northern africa shooting the Nazi's. Second, the adrenaline feature, although unrealistic, is one of the most satisfying things. You become a Nazi Killing God when activated, I wait until I have to meet my adversary at which point I run up shooting every Swine in my path until I come face to face with this Beast of a man, an officer, where I unload 2 clips straight into his chest while screams for mercy in German and the only momentary mercy I return is when I reload and cover his chest with another 32 rounds.
Nazi Scum. Fuck 'em.
Then I was at a "club" on base, just breathing in the atmosphere, letting the splendor of what the military can do really hit me. The same songs in the same order, from my understanding for the past year. Then it hit me. What has happened to pop music? In the 80's is had integrity to it. The Smiths touched on many subjects. Madonna atleast was creative and broke a lot of boundaries. What we have now is the same sound different musician. I feel sick whenever I hear it.
I'm done for the day. I promise tomorrow will be more heartfelt.
Before I swallowed them all at the same time, I felt full of spite and ready to ripe into something, so what I am to do is reach way down. I do this because it feels like a self gratifying duty.
I picked up Medal of Honor: European Assault. I give this game a lot of credit for a few things. One, there is play in Africa where you are apart of the Desert Rats. I am a little biased to this since my Great Grandfather was a desert rat in northern africa shooting the Nazi's. Second, the adrenaline feature, although unrealistic, is one of the most satisfying things. You become a Nazi Killing God when activated, I wait until I have to meet my adversary at which point I run up shooting every Swine in my path until I come face to face with this Beast of a man, an officer, where I unload 2 clips straight into his chest while screams for mercy in German and the only momentary mercy I return is when I reload and cover his chest with another 32 rounds.
Nazi Scum. Fuck 'em.
Then I was at a "club" on base, just breathing in the atmosphere, letting the splendor of what the military can do really hit me. The same songs in the same order, from my understanding for the past year. Then it hit me. What has happened to pop music? In the 80's is had integrity to it. The Smiths touched on many subjects. Madonna atleast was creative and broke a lot of boundaries. What we have now is the same sound different musician. I feel sick whenever I hear it.
I'm done for the day. I promise tomorrow will be more heartfelt.