useless babble from a used up whore

Aug 13, 2009 00:00

i haven't had sex since last may when graham graced me with amazing, borderline supernatural penis. is that normal for a gentleman of my age? i don't count the random car grinding with the boot camp boy. i didn't cum and neither did he.

that being said i'm just about ready to flip my shit to get to radek. we've been skyping nearly everyday as usual. i was reading him some czech poetry on cam to try and get better with pronunciation. reading and writing is no problem. getting my mouth to make those funny moon speak sounds is something else. i came out as a socialist to him. debating socialism with a czech is tricky work. my viewpoint is: the horrors of rampant capitalism, his: the horrors of oppressive communism. whatever, the czech republic socializes nearly everything and that's not gonna change. so just vote green. not that i can.

he's such a huge geek. he watches sci-fi things and tells me about it. he's a bit taller than me and skinny. he has a big greek nose which i love. he smokes pot and reads and writes a lot. he likes gaming. his eyes are bright blue. he says he wants a house with animals. might be a few years before we see that happen. i'd post a photo of him but he'd beat me. i'm so anxious for it to just work with him. every quality i'm attracted to in a man he has. it seems so natural now. i'm just worried he'll get tired of my mental instabilities or worse, just get frustrated at my lack of common sense. i can build a computer with a string and a paperclip but ask me to walk across the room without breaking something or falling down and we might have a problem. so far, he seems to take my flaws as endearing. i like him so much.

so i'm off to south america. my mom paid for the trip for my birthday. we're taking a boat around. she booked things like - swim with the dolphins. i'm freaking out that they don't treat the dolphins humanely. my sister said she went on a horse back ride somewhere in mexico and she could see the horse's ribs poking out. i will go insane and probably drive everyone nuts with my questions about how well the dolphins are treated. can they enjoy this? i can't imagine they would. keep your cell phones on because i may need someone to bust me out of prison for setting them all free.

i have only 18 weeks left stateside. i'm constantly sending my cv out and looking around vinohrady for flats. the best is that radek passed all his uni exams and will be with me there. 1 more semester and i'm graduated. i'm back working for the time being...soaking up the southern culture and enjoying it immensely. sort of...

also i'm going out for a part in our little local production of rocky horror. i've never done any theater before outside of highschool. i hope they give me a part...even if it's small one. the stage in pensacola is pretty:



also, get me the fuck outa here:



also look up! the meteor shower is happening all around!
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