Everyday a new bad thing happens....
I am now depressed. I hate being depressed. My life just stared rolling down hill and it wont stop. Everything is turning out 2 be soo horrible. My crisis with the thing i updated about last night, which i cried myself to sleep...it was actually very reliveing all these emotions just started coming out, and i had a good long cry. It actually felt really good to cry. Its so much better crying then keeping all these emotions in which i have been doing lately. Found out more HORRIBLE things today! Cryed some more...God i hate life some times! well not so much life but the horrible things that come along with it. I found out something today that happened to my grandma that im not putting up cause its way to personal. When i found out im like, "WOW this is just the best way to end my day!" I hope everything turns out okay. For the first time in my life i actually saw my dad cry. It was really sad. It just made me cry, and my mom cry. Everything is turning out horrible. My dad is one of the bravest people i know. It took alot for him to cry in front of me..i know that must have been so hard but he did it. I respect him so much and god do i love my dad! All of these things that have been happening to my family have made me learn so much and be alot closer to them. I hope this "bad luck" strike ends soon...oh yeah and i really hate hypocritical people! they bother me so much they say one thing and go and tell another person the same exact opposite thing! geez..why cant i be younger when things didnt matter?!
..:::..Christy..:::..
..:::..Christy..:::..