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Dec 13, 2007 13:15

ohhhhh mannnnn. soooo tired.
i work now at caribou, in supplement to my job at papa joe's. SO, not only am i learning about wine, but coffee, too! i have the best of both worlds.

EXAMS ARE DONE EXAMS ARE DONE. yesssss, here comes the much needed break. besides being at work, i'm going to kick it all the time whenever i'm not working. relaxation is wonderful. i think, though, that i need to go home and take a nap. i've been up for far too long. when i work at caribou (2 mornings a week), i have to wake up at 3:30 in the morning in order to get to work on time. i'm then done around 11am-ish, and i have the rest of the day to do as i please.
otherwise i'm at papa joe's, and i truly do like that place.

seriously. i feel like a scrub today. i literally threw on clothes and left on my makeup from last night in an effort to finish two tests that i had to turn in today. i want to go home and drink a lot now. frozen margaritas sound absolutely phenomenal. 
christmas is coming. i'm such a mess; i haven't even gone christmas shopping yet. however, i do know what i'm going to get everyone for christmas, the problem is getting my butt out the door and going for it.

hey sayum's coming up this monday night. i'm picking her up at the airport! yeay. i think that we'll have a good week. we're supposed to go to ohio at the end of the week and kick it with michael at his house. if he ever calls me back, that is. also, i'm going to megan's "family house party extravaganza." all i know is that this weekend will be so kick ass because of the fact that i took it off of work. i better get it off work, at least.

i'm trying to start thinking about what i want to do for new year's. i always promise myself that i'm going to do something earth-shatteringly fun, but i always end up doing the dorkiest thing possible. this year i really want to shake things up. i'll probably end up at my house, but it would be really cool to be somewhere like chicago. i'm so cut out for traveling. 
speaking of which: i think that i have to do acting. and by following this dream that means that i would have to move to california (definitely not my first pick of places to live, that's for sure). however, i don't have much of a choice. if i'm going to become an actress i have to start thinking really big for myself, and this means making sacrifices that i may not want to take in the first place. it would be pretty wonderful, though, moving there and already knowing people like sayum and michael and jon (even though he lives in arizona). i just really think that if i didn't give this whole acting thing a chance that i would completely regret it. i would go to a university around hollywood or something and audition for as many roles as possible. i mean, c'mon, how much fun would that be? yes, it would put me in enormous amounts of debt, but i figure that i'll pretty much always have to be paying someone back sometime or another, so why not give it a shot. and hey, maybe if i make it big, then i won't have to worry about anything like that. those are my plans of recently, at least.

it's pretty strange because right now i feel like i did in high school. my thoughts are literally spilling out in front of me onto a computer screen. i remember doing this when i was younger, and i guess i eventually stopped because i didn't feel like i had much to say.

hey everyone my hair stylist is in suburban lifestyles and the detroit free press. i bet you that your's isn't. HEY MEGAN KNOPH, you rule. that girl will be a famous stylist one day and i'll still bother her to do my hair.

man. another semester over, another  year older. i think that developmentally this has been the most groundbreaking year for me thus far as to what kind of person i'm becoming. i think that this is good- it means that i'm truly growing up in every sense of the word.

there's also those moments that you have every once in a long while with someone that you know more than anyone. it's those times that you talk to no end, listen to no end, and collaborate your thoughts on how you're feeling separately as well as together. i had one of these nights recently. i love them. i feel so refreshed, so at ease with this person, so okay with what's going on in general. and it's those kind of nights that always seem to stand out in your head with the person and help you reaffirm why you're so close to him/her. yes, it was so good.

man. life's good. hats off to 2008, and we've still got a few more weeks to go.

i know what i gotta do when i get home-- i have to watch eternal sunshine of a spotless mind. i don't think i could be in a more perfect frame of mind to watch it.
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