what is it going to take?
hello everyone...
...how is everyone doing? i am doing pretty okay...no valentine...but to be honest, it didn't really bug me that much
what did i do on valentine's day? i went to ruby tuesdays, and then had lessons with emery and played in the concert...bfd over here!
I have come to the conclusions that this time of year has got to be one of the most depressing times...between the weather, the homework, the boyfriends and girlfriends...it's sad to look around and see everyone seem so happy, yet the rest of the world is so depressed...
...i watched that show "fat camp"...and it really opened my eyes...i am very lucky to be at the weight that i am...i mean, i know i'm not skinny-mini and i'm okay with that
but it's still hard to go to target and half to look past the bikinis and look at the less appealing tankinis...it's tough when i look in the mirror and see so many fixable problems that i never make the effort to change...and then i go to shop and i can't find jeans in my size...it's hard, but the retailers need to be more....god what's the word...assisting? something like that...to the bigger people
i have become obsessed with bejeweled...it's bad though, because everytime i close my eyes i see a stupid bejeweled board in my mind and i'm making matches...it's pathetic
i'm sick of being "friends"...i'm sick of waiting for the girlfriends to leave...it's either going to happen or it isn't...and it seems like everyone wants it to happen except him...oh well...i need to move on
this break is going to be cool...i am going to ohio with my best friend and we are going to the Kalihari waterpark!!
why does the media have an obsession with kanye west? he is a digusting man that is very full of himself...and he thinks he is the reincarnation of God or something...weird
i think my mom's countdown to menopause is getting closer and closer...she is always bitching to me about the littlest thing...and it's not far...if alex wasn't in his stupid rebellion phase and pissing the entire family off everyday, it might just be better...
...oh well, there is no more to be sad over...tomorrow's friday! and TGIF...eric and i are going to see date movie :)...even though we aren't dating...oh well, should be good for a laugh
peace out bitches