Random complaints from a confused mind
Today has been crazy. I woke up and went to pick my Uncle up at the shop and when we got home he was like "Do you want to go to the zoo?" and of course we did so the three of us went to the Metro and rode it to the Zoo. That zoo really has gone downhill since I was there last, but we still had a blast - tooons of laughs that's for sure. Afterwards, I went to Target to pick up Season 2 of House, MD and while I was there Jer asked me to meet him at Caribou and to go to Verizon with him. I didn't get anything, but Kolleen offered me a free drink anyway, which was awesome of her. I love that place! We went to Verizon and Mom called me and told me some crazy news. I will proceed.
So Dr. Tom is our awesome chiropractor and my Mom went to see him today for something. So she was telling him that I'm trying to get into Nursing school and he said that he would pay for me to go to Chiropractic Physician's Assistant school (a nine month program) and then he'd give me a job as his Physician's assistant with a salary in the mid-30's. So I would think that was awesome if I wanted to do that and if I wanted to stay in Jacksonville and work for Dr. Tom for years and years, but I don't. I do think it is cool that he likes me enough that he'd make a sweet offer like that, though.
Anyway, I came home and some of Erika's friends came over and then Uncle Keith and Cameron got home from the cabin and it was just crazy - there was so much going on! We had a pretty crazy time that I really can't go into, but now we are all in our beds going to sleep because tomorrow we're going to JMU really early to move Elyse into her dorm. I'm so excited!
I've been super sensitive lately. I think it is because of everything crazy that is going on in my life and I feel like nothing is having any resolution. I know God is here and He is definitely working, but I feel like I never have anyone on my side. I'm not saying that you guys are horrible friends, but I feel like nobody understands why the heck I make the decisions I do and it gets really frustrating to not have anyone trust you. I just wish that people would have a little hope that I know what I'm doing and even if I don't, then they can at least encourage me.
I'm reading this amazing book by Max Lucado called A Gentle Thunder and I'm so glad that I bought it because it is exactly the perfect time for me to be reading it. I am so worn out and so ready for a major change and God has just really been using this book to speak to me.
I do wish that things would start going a little bit how I want them. I know I can't be that selfish, but seriously the only thing that has cheered me up lately has been riding in Jeremy's amazing new car with the Five Iron music a-blaring. Mainly I love it because I can see the amazing outdoors with the trees and the clouds and the sunset and everything. God really did know how to make me smile when He made all that stuff. It's just really easy to get distracted from all of that stuff when life happens. The more days that I live on this earth, the more I realize it is not my home. I don't feel homesick because I hate florida; I feel homesick because I hate this Earth. Oh bother.
I'm so sick of this college phase of life. I just want to skip my twenties.
The end.
xoxo.
So Dr. Tom is our awesome chiropractor and my Mom went to see him today for something. So she was telling him that I'm trying to get into Nursing school and he said that he would pay for me to go to Chiropractic Physician's Assistant school (a nine month program) and then he'd give me a job as his Physician's assistant with a salary in the mid-30's. So I would think that was awesome if I wanted to do that and if I wanted to stay in Jacksonville and work for Dr. Tom for years and years, but I don't. I do think it is cool that he likes me enough that he'd make a sweet offer like that, though.
Anyway, I came home and some of Erika's friends came over and then Uncle Keith and Cameron got home from the cabin and it was just crazy - there was so much going on! We had a pretty crazy time that I really can't go into, but now we are all in our beds going to sleep because tomorrow we're going to JMU really early to move Elyse into her dorm. I'm so excited!
I've been super sensitive lately. I think it is because of everything crazy that is going on in my life and I feel like nothing is having any resolution. I know God is here and He is definitely working, but I feel like I never have anyone on my side. I'm not saying that you guys are horrible friends, but I feel like nobody understands why the heck I make the decisions I do and it gets really frustrating to not have anyone trust you. I just wish that people would have a little hope that I know what I'm doing and even if I don't, then they can at least encourage me.
I'm reading this amazing book by Max Lucado called A Gentle Thunder and I'm so glad that I bought it because it is exactly the perfect time for me to be reading it. I am so worn out and so ready for a major change and God has just really been using this book to speak to me.
I do wish that things would start going a little bit how I want them. I know I can't be that selfish, but seriously the only thing that has cheered me up lately has been riding in Jeremy's amazing new car with the Five Iron music a-blaring. Mainly I love it because I can see the amazing outdoors with the trees and the clouds and the sunset and everything. God really did know how to make me smile when He made all that stuff. It's just really easy to get distracted from all of that stuff when life happens. The more days that I live on this earth, the more I realize it is not my home. I don't feel homesick because I hate florida; I feel homesick because I hate this Earth. Oh bother.
I'm so sick of this college phase of life. I just want to skip my twenties.
The end.
xoxo.