fried egg gummies

Oct 07, 2006 11:18

seems like whenever I actually CAN sleep in..
I never do. hehe..

But its alright...
Cause the weather here is crazy amazing..so i put on my
SUMMER skirt and im going to walk down the drive!!

*twirls* woot!

I've got a to-do list and everything.
Time to make this home...into a real home.

The first week of teaching is over, and it was very good.
Our speaker was a woman from Denver named Donna McGowan.
She spoke on Hearing God's Voice and Intimacy with God
It was a very powerful week..and a rough one as well.

Its amazing how i come home..and just..want to sleep.
I"ve been going to bed at the most ridiculous times..
You wouldnt even believe its me!

side note: I'm going to MALAYSIA!

This morning I was thinking about my friends in high school..
Cynthia in particular :) I miss you babe!
Loyalty..
Its such an amazing thing, and yet it seems to mean almost nothing to some people.
Remembering high school, when Cyn and I became friends...
there was no question of our loyalty.

Oh consistancy...

It makes me sad, and sometimes angry when people start questioning..
They start asking themselves whether a friendship is worth
all of this work...

Now of course, there are certain cases, where "friendships" are unhealthy..
but this isnt...
fun forever in a can...all packaged and nice and pretty.
My heart would break if someone decided..that I just wasnt..worth their time
and effort...
They dont want to be challenged..or pushed
or pulled..

They just want..compliance..

Even though my heart and soul get a bit damp and cold thinking about this..
I can still smile looking out my back door to the porch and the blue sky..
and my funny neighbor that yells to people on the path in chinese.

:)

ONWARD
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