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I'm so sick of not getting jobs. My rate has been pretty amazing for the duration of my career compared to other professional photographers. But this is bullshit. I'm going to rasie my rates from $650 for wedds to $1000. Let see if joining the collective average does anything for my buisness at all. I always thought I'd stand out because Im, "affordable" but it hasn't woeked the way I'd think it would. And I will consider signing up and pay to be "featured" on a website or two and see if that does anything to change things also. I'm desperate. This year has been a financial BLACK HOLE. Literly. What TF. In other news. My Mom is all fucked up and I'm going to go home soon and see if I cannot massge her eating and "exercise" habits into her putting on more weight. I want to keep her out of an inevitable wheelchair future and the nursing home as long as I can. Maybe this will work. Maybe it wont. But I will regret not trying. I'm SUPER not looking forward to giving up time from my life, but it looks like the "someday future" is finally "the present" and that sucks donkey dick.