Jan 31, 2006 23:40
Tonight was rough but I'm not getting into that.
On another ridiculous note, I researched about scoliosis, and there is a form of it called degenerative scoliosis that can be due to tramatic injury. If the case that two 35 lb tables and and a 32 lb armchair fell on my head, shoulders, and upper back at pier 1 caused it (I also researched product weight), I am slapping a huge lawsuit on that company, considering that I couldn't collect workman's comp due to PA law saying I had to be out for 7 consequtive days and I was out for 6. Fuckers. I also researched ways to fix it, and they said back braces are for people with a 25-30% curve and have at least 2 more years of bone growth (which I do not...), plus my curve is huge. I don't know how much of a percent it is, but I read that surgery is the option for older patients with a 45-50% curve. I'm so scared that I'll need back surgery. This is my life and my future. I am so fucking scared.
I'm going to go to bed. I feel like death for more reasons than my back.