May 31, 2007 14:27
i mean, they have their plusses too... but i'm rather focused on the negatives right now. i like that they're different from us, but i hate that they're different too. they don't understand. and i think, especially, my boyfriend is very fucking dense. cute. but dense. *sigh*
and updates on his stupid ex: she posted a myspace survey, and in it she responded to some questions with stuff about how she's heartbroken over andy... she wishes she could say something to him...she wishes there were things she could change.... GRRRR makes me so mad. how does one get over one's significant other's exes? like, if i post a survey talking about how much i love my boyfriend, it's just going to make her miss him more. cause he's so awesome. if i post about how he makes me aggravated, she'll try to comfort him. and i know he doesnt' want to associate with her.... so maybe i should just delete her from my friends list? but then i won't know what she's saying. and maybe she'll contact him to complain that i deleted her. and i try to remind myself... that he feels the same way about my ex. and yet it still bothers me to high heaven! (oh, and my friend adam told me she told him she thinks andy and i are good together. oh whatever!)
anyway, we're having our issues. every couple does. i'm not happy... but it'll work out how it's supposed to. we either make it work, or we bury it. i'm sad, but i'm not defeated. yet.