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I find it both disturbing and refreshing the way that people are able to detach from others. You spend so much time with them and thinking about them, and when they are not there you realize how attached you are to them. Then something happens, something that is no ones fault but it brings you apart and though you think you will always care about them you can't seem to stay in-touch. It is disturbing the way that they can be replaced so quickly and unconsciously. I suppose it is a good thing to some extent because you don't spend so much time in loss. But sometimes you don't want to replace them, but you seem to be. You think about them, but you don't keep in touch. Then how much longer till you stop remembering them altogether? And what if they stop thinking about you before you stop thinking about them? Was it ever a two way street or was I the only one who really did care. They call you a friend but they don't always act like it. They do nothing wrong, except they don't reach out. So then it is refreshing that you can detach from them. But part of me really wishes that they would have cared a little more, and part of me does not want to forget to remember them.