more than anything i want to see you right now

[lli017]

hmm.. first weekend in nyc. i've seen a lot of different things lately. but mainly it's just all the same. typical people with different faces... but each one is starving for something more. i don't if anyone could every be completely content. i wonder what would it be like if i were able to hear everyone's thoughts and know what they're thinking of. i bet the majority of it would be complaints, gossip, worries, and anything else that migh be beneficial to themselves.

i'm glad i'm a patient person. i'm willing to wait a thousand years if i know that what i'm waiting for is worth it. there's nothing better than to have everything around you fall into place all of a sudden. this light is still glowing and i can't turn it off.

i know how lonely it can be, and i honestly wouldn't say anything if i didn't care. what if all of this hadn't have happened, and what if i were to have never been found? you spoke to me, and you let me fall into you like a child falls into the plastic balls at burger king. i found a blanket to warm me at night, and pillow to rest my head on when i'm down.

you're nice to me, you make me smile, you care about me, you love me. that's just what i want from you.
i can't imagine anything right now, other than seeing you soon. you're what gets me through the day. i love you.

love,,,,
lucy

p.s. i'll be here for you, and i'll keep hoping for you each day.

you're nice to me, you make me smile, you care about me, you love me. that's just what i want from you.