not a wasted night.
hey, you're the world to me. i love you. always. you're my best friend, my love, my inspiration, my hopes, my memories.... my passion. i love everything there is about you, and never want to take you for granted. things are harder than they've every been and, everything's down right now... but things will get better. i can't tell you what's going to happen or where we're going to be, but i can promise that i'll try and work harder than i have every b/f to make things better.
i'm going to make that film happen one day, i'm not going to let you down, and i'm going to get things together someday. i wanna help you, and talk you about everything there is to talk about. i don't know what happened w/ you past relationships, and why ppl gave up, but i won't. if you stop picking up, or stop calling, i'm not going to stop trying my part. you still are going to hear from me, and whether you decide to or not to respond to them, it's your choice.. but i'm going to be here.. hoping things will get better.
it sucks not being there, not being able to assure you anything b/c i don't know how it's going to be in the future. but i want you to stop hurting, and i want to help you from sinking any futher.
there's so many questions that i have unanswered, and that i'm unsure of.... things like, how can you trust me? how can i help? what am i not doing??? or doing wrong? is it too late? am i being stupid??
i'll figure it out myself. i'm going to look into everything i possibly can, and work with what i have.
i believe there is a chance, and a possibility of reaching that point where one day everyhthing works with you. i know i'm not going to be there everytime you need me b/c i'm busy, but know that i'll be there to notice you and to acknowledge that you're there in my head. i want to do everything i can to make things smoother and simpler.
you're such a good person, and you're so nice and kind to ppl who deserve it. i learn from you b/c i learn how not to be everything you hate. i learn to be a better person and to be more honest w/ others, and especially myself. thank you for giving me that.
i care about you, i love you. i wish i had control over the world so i could be able to grant you all your wishes. i want to be able to give you all you need to be happy. whatever happens, if i succeed or fail... i'm still going to love you always. i'm always going to rememeber you and what what we shared together. you have my heart blake... and i want you to keep it with you forever. b/c even if i'm not there to comfort you or if i'm not there to pick up my phone, just know that i'm still always going to be thinking and loving you where every i am.
take care of yourself. i'm going to be here keeping my hopes up for you.
i love you.
i'm going to make that film happen one day, i'm not going to let you down, and i'm going to get things together someday. i wanna help you, and talk you about everything there is to talk about. i don't know what happened w/ you past relationships, and why ppl gave up, but i won't. if you stop picking up, or stop calling, i'm not going to stop trying my part. you still are going to hear from me, and whether you decide to or not to respond to them, it's your choice.. but i'm going to be here.. hoping things will get better.
it sucks not being there, not being able to assure you anything b/c i don't know how it's going to be in the future. but i want you to stop hurting, and i want to help you from sinking any futher.
there's so many questions that i have unanswered, and that i'm unsure of.... things like, how can you trust me? how can i help? what am i not doing??? or doing wrong? is it too late? am i being stupid??
i'll figure it out myself. i'm going to look into everything i possibly can, and work with what i have.
i believe there is a chance, and a possibility of reaching that point where one day everyhthing works with you. i know i'm not going to be there everytime you need me b/c i'm busy, but know that i'll be there to notice you and to acknowledge that you're there in my head. i want to do everything i can to make things smoother and simpler.
you're such a good person, and you're so nice and kind to ppl who deserve it. i learn from you b/c i learn how not to be everything you hate. i learn to be a better person and to be more honest w/ others, and especially myself. thank you for giving me that.
i care about you, i love you. i wish i had control over the world so i could be able to grant you all your wishes. i want to be able to give you all you need to be happy. whatever happens, if i succeed or fail... i'm still going to love you always. i'm always going to rememeber you and what what we shared together. you have my heart blake... and i want you to keep it with you forever. b/c even if i'm not there to comfort you or if i'm not there to pick up my phone, just know that i'm still always going to be thinking and loving you where every i am.
take care of yourself. i'm going to be here keeping my hopes up for you.
i love you.