new lines, we are changing.
i'm selfish, i take people for granted when i know they'll always forgive me. i'm sorry.
i have the best friend in the entire world. i have a bf who loves me and cares about me so much to scream and yell at me b/c he cares enough to let me know. there's nothing wrong with that.
i had a hard cry the other day. but it wasn't sad, i was overwhelmed with emotions and caught fire by all the love there was b/w us.
she's sad now, she's changed and grown older. but i still know the same laugh she's always had since grade school. i still remember all the "what ifs" and all the obssesiveness over boys. haha, we're distant now by space, but not in heart. we've got the key to eachother's secrets and it belongs only to us. i love her so much.
it's getting better, all the time.
he's sad too. under emotion and stress. but never does he pile on me his anger and frustration. three months passed, we're under the same tent. sleeping night after night in a coma in which i can't wait to wake up to b/c i know the day will be worth seeing his face.
1. "people can't drive in the fuckin rain
2. "gonna get yelled at.... again
3. "when is she leaving my fucking sight!!!!
4. "stop talking, stop. shut the fuck up.
5. "am i hungry?
6. "when are you gonna be done..."
7. "stop calling me, if i want to talk to you i'd answer."
8. "man, i hate listening to voice mail from people i don't feel like hearing their voice."
9. "i'll do it later, i'll find time."
10. "are you even listening?"
11. "why am i so emotional, i could cry right now."
12. "you look damn hot today, man that ass is hot in those pants."
13. "you know you're not, girls think you are."
14. "i don't know what i'm going to do"
15. "it seemed like yesterday i was out of school, what the fuck has all happened so fast?"
16. "what if i died right now? who would care? will you cry?"
17. "driving off the road.... i could die instantly and end it all."
18. "somebody's gonna get raped, and it's gonna be me."
19. "i'll shut up now, i'm rambling on again, and i'm probably really boring."
20. "black guys are creeps and myspace lurkers. why do i get stuck with messages from them all the time?"
21. "get off my fuck back, how am i suppose to know."
22. "i feel like i'm vacation"
23. "i hate sleeping. people always leave me to sleep. we don't need it."
24. "do you think you look good or something?"
25. "put your damn collar down, you look like a faggot. faggot."
26. "what am i don't wrong again."
27. "how are you still my friend?"
28. "why do you keep calling, i don't get it."
29. "why won't you tell me things? is it to keep me from knowing evil?"
30. "fuckin periods, bloating...ahhh.... pain."
31. "omg, ahhhhhhhhhhh. the music......i guess i'll put up with it."
32. "what are you thinking about???? tell me, i know something is bothering you."
33. "girls suck."
34. "i just wanna stay out all night."
35. "nakedness"
36. "sadness, leaving."
37. "there out to get me, i know it."
38. "never any time, ahhhhhhhhh!!"
39. "when is the right time."
40. "do i make you really sad? am i terrible sometimes?"
41. "you're too smart for you're own good sometimes, much more clever than me."
42. "i just want peace."
43. "when is it going to end?" - this one came true.
-well, mine's not as funny as blakes, but oh well, i'm not funny.