i'm your misery

Aug 12, 2005 11:11

yes, i do love him very much. sometimes i don't know what's good for me. where i'm suppose to stand, or what i'm suppose to say. it's like every direction i turn and every road i take leads me to a dead end.

i might as well be dragged in the middle of the road and left to rot b/c then at least i'd be at a stable position.

heh, damn... you point out all my flaws and peel off all my cloths and what's left is me bare and naked. just like everyone else. a female body with a cold heart. i'm so fuckin cold sometimes i think every attempt i do try to make things better and to show more appreciation just comes out as a bad winter storm. like all i do is blow cold air into your face and make you more sick than you aready are.

why you still hang around me is far beyond my belief.

i make things so hard on you and all i do is put more weight on your shoulders.

is it so hard to just accept me the way i am?

i guess, it is. my apologies don't mean shit and i do care enough to make a difference. if i didn't i wouldn't do anything about it and i wouldn't try anymore.

my best is not enough, but possibly there's something better than best. i know there's time to fix things, i know there's someway to make you happy.

all these words, and all this talking isn't enough. i want to stay with you. i want you to have me.

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