Llewythi: Chink, chink...
Damn him. Damn his persistence. Damn me for falling for that blasted lost puppy act. I broke down and told him a secret a few nights ago, after he'd asked.
I told him why I despise drugs.
It doesn't seem like much, but still, that's a crack. A thrice-damned crack. Oh, drug use is hardly uncommon, but still...I feel like I left myself exposed. I don't want to let anyone in, because it would be so easy for someone to use them against me. Or to be betrayed. Or...
I never even told Stasi the truth; I let her believe that she taught me how to use a light sword and a staff. Lies, lies, lies, but it's all for a good reason.
So why do I find myself increasingly hoping to see that blasted Penwyn more often? Why am I finding myself being attracted to Lee? Good gods, I won't go down that road again.
One Shae'lisa is one too many.
I need you, but I can't need you anymore...
I'm still here...but I'll just keep the rest for me.
"Hesitate", Stone Sour
I told him why I despise drugs.
It doesn't seem like much, but still, that's a crack. A thrice-damned crack. Oh, drug use is hardly uncommon, but still...I feel like I left myself exposed. I don't want to let anyone in, because it would be so easy for someone to use them against me. Or to be betrayed. Or...
I never even told Stasi the truth; I let her believe that she taught me how to use a light sword and a staff. Lies, lies, lies, but it's all for a good reason.
So why do I find myself increasingly hoping to see that blasted Penwyn more often? Why am I finding myself being attracted to Lee? Good gods, I won't go down that road again.
One Shae'lisa is one too many.
I need you, but I can't need you anymore...
I'm still here...but I'll just keep the rest for me.
"Hesitate", Stone Sour