Eventful day...
Wow... It's been a really really eventful day. I'll start with yesterday just so parts of it make sense.
Well yesterday Adam picked me up and then we went to school. Bleh no fun but at 3:10 we left school early and we went to my house and he hung out there until 4 and then we went to the movies. That was so much fun! No one was in the movie so we were free to talk as much as we wanted and everything. It was great. So when the movie was over he went to Bert's house to play poker and I went home. Well when I got home I was just looking at everyone's xanga's and journal entries and it just so happens that I went to that Sam girl's xanga. Once again she had written things about her and Adam being together and I was fed up by that point. I was sick of hearing and reading those things so I called Adam and we got in a huge fight. He was so angry that I didn't believe him and I was so angry because I thought he was lying. So we went to bed fighting.
Well this morning when he picked me up to take me to school... I was still angry and he was really upset. He was trying to make up but I was still so so so mad. So this morning... we fought. The whole time until 8 o'clock when we went to the corner. We were so upset with each other that he was balling in the lunchroom. I mean... we were sitting on the floor and he was crying his eyes out. I felt terrible. I love him so much and to see someone you care about that much crying like that... especially a boy... it's heartbreaking.
So we went to the corner and he said he would do anything to prove to me that he wasn't with Sam. So this afternoon we got to my house to drop me off and again... we got in this HUGE HUGE fight. It was bad. I told him that I didn't trust him and then he said that he didn't trust me and then he said something that COMPLETELY crossed the line... so (and I can't believe I did this but...) I smacked him...
I was so angry that he said what he said. So then he left and I went inside. We talked on the phone after that and he apologized for what he said. So we were ok but I still felt like he was with Sam.
After about 30 minutes... he called me and told me that he had Sam's phone number and to hold on. Well a couple seconds later I heard ringing and he was calling Sam on threeway. So she picked up the phone and Adam said "Sam? This is Adam and Ashley's on the phone too... I want you to stop messing with me and ashley. It's pissing me off. I mean it. I'm with her and I love her! I'm not with you! Get over it!" and the bitch says "Look I don't care.. I'm going out with Josh tomorrow night anyway I just don't want you to be happy and I don't want you two together" and then she hung up.
So now I feel bad for believing her over Adam and her little shit isn't going to work anymore. She's pathetic.. Who would make all that stuff up just because they weren't with a guy?! Oh my gosh that's absolutely pathetic. Well... that's about it. I'm so happy right now because I'm not going to worry about her anymore. I love adam and nothing is going to break us up again. I wont let it happen and neither will he.
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lol and today is 2 years and 10 months since Adam and I started dating my freshman year... Wow.... I can't believe it.
Well yesterday Adam picked me up and then we went to school. Bleh no fun but at 3:10 we left school early and we went to my house and he hung out there until 4 and then we went to the movies. That was so much fun! No one was in the movie so we were free to talk as much as we wanted and everything. It was great. So when the movie was over he went to Bert's house to play poker and I went home. Well when I got home I was just looking at everyone's xanga's and journal entries and it just so happens that I went to that Sam girl's xanga. Once again she had written things about her and Adam being together and I was fed up by that point. I was sick of hearing and reading those things so I called Adam and we got in a huge fight. He was so angry that I didn't believe him and I was so angry because I thought he was lying. So we went to bed fighting.
Well this morning when he picked me up to take me to school... I was still angry and he was really upset. He was trying to make up but I was still so so so mad. So this morning... we fought. The whole time until 8 o'clock when we went to the corner. We were so upset with each other that he was balling in the lunchroom. I mean... we were sitting on the floor and he was crying his eyes out. I felt terrible. I love him so much and to see someone you care about that much crying like that... especially a boy... it's heartbreaking.
So we went to the corner and he said he would do anything to prove to me that he wasn't with Sam. So this afternoon we got to my house to drop me off and again... we got in this HUGE HUGE fight. It was bad. I told him that I didn't trust him and then he said that he didn't trust me and then he said something that COMPLETELY crossed the line... so (and I can't believe I did this but...) I smacked him...
I was so angry that he said what he said. So then he left and I went inside. We talked on the phone after that and he apologized for what he said. So we were ok but I still felt like he was with Sam.
After about 30 minutes... he called me and told me that he had Sam's phone number and to hold on. Well a couple seconds later I heard ringing and he was calling Sam on threeway. So she picked up the phone and Adam said "Sam? This is Adam and Ashley's on the phone too... I want you to stop messing with me and ashley. It's pissing me off. I mean it. I'm with her and I love her! I'm not with you! Get over it!" and the bitch says "Look I don't care.. I'm going out with Josh tomorrow night anyway I just don't want you to be happy and I don't want you two together" and then she hung up.
So now I feel bad for believing her over Adam and her little shit isn't going to work anymore. She's pathetic.. Who would make all that stuff up just because they weren't with a guy?! Oh my gosh that's absolutely pathetic. Well... that's about it. I'm so happy right now because I'm not going to worry about her anymore. I love adam and nothing is going to break us up again. I wont let it happen and neither will he.
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lol and today is 2 years and 10 months since Adam and I started dating my freshman year... Wow.... I can't believe it.