I'm at school.... chemistry blows
Hello my fellow livejournal-ers. I'm at school right now and I really must say that I despise chemistry. We're doing Georgia Highschool Graduation Test practice. Woohoo! Not really. Oh well.
So I got in a fight with my father monday night. Not much of a shocker or anything new but it was a big one. We haven't had one like that in about a month. I really can't wait to move out. He had the nerve to pull the whole you live in MY house you follow MY rules thing. He's such a fucking dumbass if he thinks that I actually WANT to live in HIS house. I would move out today if he would let me but he wont. He said that he would sue anyone I went to if I ever left for keeping me away without their consent. Screw him. I really don't care if I get in trouble with him. I remember thinking to myself "i wish he would kick me out". I really wish he would but that will never happen because me and my mom are close and she'll never let that happen. I really don't want to live there anymore. I hate it. I feel trapped all the time. I like school but not all the time. I like the time I spend with Adam at school. That's my escape. But other than that I don't like school much. So I go to school and then home. I'm trapped and I have nowhere to go where I actually want to be there. I love spending time with adam outside of school but I don't get to that too much for the simple reason that my dad likes to keep me locked up. He'll have a bad day at work and come home and go straight up to my room and start something with me just to take his aggression out on. I'm his punching bag. (not that he hits me or anything but I'm what he can take his aggresion out on.) Whatever. Well I must go because my teacher just came around and told me to get off here. Goodbye!
So I got in a fight with my father monday night. Not much of a shocker or anything new but it was a big one. We haven't had one like that in about a month. I really can't wait to move out. He had the nerve to pull the whole you live in MY house you follow MY rules thing. He's such a fucking dumbass if he thinks that I actually WANT to live in HIS house. I would move out today if he would let me but he wont. He said that he would sue anyone I went to if I ever left for keeping me away without their consent. Screw him. I really don't care if I get in trouble with him. I remember thinking to myself "i wish he would kick me out". I really wish he would but that will never happen because me and my mom are close and she'll never let that happen. I really don't want to live there anymore. I hate it. I feel trapped all the time. I like school but not all the time. I like the time I spend with Adam at school. That's my escape. But other than that I don't like school much. So I go to school and then home. I'm trapped and I have nowhere to go where I actually want to be there. I love spending time with adam outside of school but I don't get to that too much for the simple reason that my dad likes to keep me locked up. He'll have a bad day at work and come home and go straight up to my room and start something with me just to take his aggression out on. I'm his punching bag. (not that he hits me or anything but I'm what he can take his aggresion out on.) Whatever. Well I must go because my teacher just came around and told me to get off here. Goodbye!