May 10, 2006 00:41
I think I'm going to be deeply melancholy when Flypeople ends. Had a 5 hour dress-rehearsal tonight, but I wanted to stay forever. Who knows why. I'm not even that good, and I'm not close friends with many people in the group anymore. Maybe it's fear/sorrow of graduating manifesting itself on a smaller scale? But I don't think so... Maybe it's frustration about leaving certain people before I'm able to sort out these new confusing feelings that've arisen lately. Maybe I'm just tired. But yeah, I'm already crying tonight.