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I can't sleep.Its almost 5 am. I slept but then woke up and realized comp was still on. and been awake ever since. I hate lookin back. Like I jus lie there. and think. Sometimes I wish I was heartless or just a person that doesn't give a shit about ne thing. Dammit I jus wana go to sleep. Uggggh. Guitars fun tho. Meh. Nite i ges....o ya 40 yr old virgin owns. to those who haven't seen. <3 All the feelings you cant afford and the ones I cant control have collided.Now I'm a mess. I've tried my best to hide it. Now it's obvious. I wear it in these wounds that never heal.