Oct 09, 2004 10:44
What a week it has been, I am so happy it is over. My finincial aid came in and the bills are paid. I am missing my old life less and less, it feels that I have known these other people for an eternity.
J. came to pick up the "BOO" today and the "Boo" could have cared less. I can see that he is quickly losing respect for his father. I knew this was coming.
I find I am creating this homoginized outter self so that I can smoothly deal with all these new experiences of mother, student, and citizen of the neighborhood. does everyone else do that too?
I enjoyed living downtown with all of it's differences, I just didn't enjoy having my stuff stolen and the domestic violence from the neighbors. So now I have this neutral facade and colorful interior. But at the same time it is a really fun game. the look on the other people's faces when I blurt out an opinion or a comment.
I was listening to the debate last night .... Bush is using paranoid rederic to get people to vote for him. it's fucking amazing how good his staff is at prepping him to use it. There were times (I hate to admit) I questioned my choice of canidate. I would have tio remind myself IT"S A FUCKING CIRCUS. He DOSEN"T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HE IS DOING!!!!!
Then I felt better. whew, that was close.
I'm not a sheep I'm not a sheep I'm not a sheep
well I am off to the cub scout pack leaders meeting so that I might be a more effective den leader. See, I knew this game would be fun