autum cleaning

Oct 05, 2004 13:28

I will be going to the lab soon to pratice assessment tommrow I will have a midterm and a praticum Then thursday I will do the same for pharmacology. The semester is half over and I still have not recieved my finincial aid check yet.

My credit card company did up mt limit by $700.00 horray credit card.

My morning was spent cleaning and decorating. I pulled out all the old Halloween decorations.It was nice to see C's creations from years past B. will be suprised to see the place when he comes home.

While going through some boxes, I founf the Green Jack mask that E.J. and I had once made together 7 long years ago. The once beautiful colors were faded, godls reds, and greens are now brown and dusty. I spent a long time this morning looking at the face we had made together, and I thought about how I treasuerd it after he died. This morning I looked upon an old dusty broken mask. There was no emotion attached to it, I knew that I had finally let go and moved on.I thanked it and then discarded it.

This is the time of year that things die or sleep. It seems like the right thing to do.


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