Wonderland
1. here I am, writing my zombie essay, whilst there's a zombie LARP-type thing going outside and so much more amusing than this stupid thing due tomorrow. Okay, no, it's actually pretty interesting, but it's just that as usual with metaphysics, it feels like I'm pushing concepts into the essay machine. issit valid? check yes, check no → sound? check yes, check no → figure out which premises are wrong → my conclusion is better than yours. doesn’t solve any of the hard problems. every time i run into the limitations of experience it’s always a hard, brick wall that by definition is impenetrable. and those are the questions i want the answers to most. qualia is weird, and every time you try push for the existence of dualistic states, the problems of conception get’s in the way and in the end, all arguments become question beggy in some significant way that leads us nowhere. FRUSTRATION. I WANT CONCRETE ANSWERS AND I WANT THEM NOW. says the philosophy student.
2. why the hell does everyone call me tiny. i’m 170cm; that’s above average for a female. perhaps it’s my inflated ego that makes me feel bigger than i actually am, i dunno. i’m not actually that skinny either. i mean, there’s plenty of blubber to go around. it's just hidden.
3. andy is christian. it’s a surprise, because he is so unobnoxiously so, and he brings it up so rarely that none of us ever suspected. it’s terrible how sacrilegious i can be about religion, because though i respect it, i can’t really stop myself from being really immature about it and finding the whole innocent catholic schoolboy thing really. hot. and the whole guilty-about-sex thing? mmrhhrhrhhrhrhhhhh. but the whole no sex before marriage thing? ummmmmmmmmmmm… i’m actually not ok with this. D:
2. why the hell does everyone call me tiny. i’m 170cm; that’s above average for a female. perhaps it’s my inflated ego that makes me feel bigger than i actually am, i dunno. i’m not actually that skinny either. i mean, there’s plenty of blubber to go around. it's just hidden.
3. andy is christian. it’s a surprise, because he is so unobnoxiously so, and he brings it up so rarely that none of us ever suspected. it’s terrible how sacrilegious i can be about religion, because though i respect it, i can’t really stop myself from being really immature about it and finding the whole innocent catholic schoolboy thing really. hot. and the whole guilty-about-sex thing? mmrhhrhrhhrhrhhhhh. but the whole no sex before marriage thing? ummmmmmmmmmmm… i’m actually not ok with this. D: