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ljb205

If it means nothing to you...Why do you sing with me at all?

Mar 25, 2006 02:02

Nothing unusual, nothing's changed
Just a little older that's all
You know when you've found it,
There's something I've learned
'Cause you feel it when they take it awayI want a fairytale. I want something crazy. I want something big. I want something outrageous. I want what I want. And I won't settle for anything less ( Read more... )

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Man oh man... anonymous April 15 2006, 03:20:17 UTC

Hey Annie... long time no speak. I can't believe what I just read. You don't even know how much you have hurt me. I know we haven't talked in a long time but it still hurt. But I know that it didn't hurt me as much as you hurt others. You know what, YOU are the most selfish, self-righteous, self centered person I have ever met. I remember last summer very well and I know for a fact that you didn't try to make or keep friendships at all. We always had to do what YOU wanted to do, no matter what. Whether we had to cancel plans for YOU or something else, it always had to be about YOU. I can't believe that you think you deserve such a great guy with the way you are. Ok, Brian might not be the best looking in your eyes, but he is the nicest guy that I have ever met, he shares your love for the Lord, would do anything for anyone, and on top of that he is smart, maybe not a rocket scientist, but he is very smart. I think one of his dumbest decisions that he had ever made was doing all of the things he did for you. YOU didn't deserve any of that. YOU are so spoiled. I can't believe that you think you deserve such a great guy. You have a very bad attitude, are no fun to be around, and are very very selfish. Oh my gosh! You make me so mad!!! I think you did a very dumb thing. See I may have lost one friend, but you lost a whole bunch of great people as friends, because you think that you are better than everyone else. Big woop that you are at U of M. No one really cares. Just because you think you are so smart and awesome doesn't mean that you deserve the world. You don't. I think you did all of us here in Flushing a big service telling us how you feel. Now we don't have to waste our time anymore on someone who doesn't deserve such great people in their life.

Good luck with your life. I really don't ever want to talk to you ever again.

Re: Man oh man... ljb205 April 15 2006, 19:04:46 UTC

Wow Jackie, you are amazing. This entry had absolutely nothing to do with you, but you managed to make it about yourself. Kudos to you for that. Also, congratulations on being one of the people who completely misunderstood this entry. And I can't believe you're STILL on my case about breaking up with Brian. You know what, he is a great guy. One of the few truly decent ones out there. But you and everyone else refuse to understand that he just wasn't for me. You love him so much? YOU marry him. Forget all about John and just go for Brian. No? Why not? Oh that's right, for the exact same reasons I don't want to marry him. Oh and to my recollection, I was always the one to invite YOU to things. Who was the one who tried to call you and see you over Christmas break? Who was the one who was just dying to see you at girls' night? Who was the one who had to ask you about getting engaged? Oh that's right, it was ME. You never did anything to stay in touch, so don't give me that crap. To think that I was so excited for this summer so I could see you and talk to you and get back to where we used to be last summer...that's right, I was excited to see you...wow what and IDIOT I was. I'm sorry I'm just no fun to be around; you didn't think that last time you saw me...
I still can't believe I thought so highly of you guys. I thought you really understood me, when you never did. I'm sorry it took me so long to figure that out.
Oh and thank you so much for talking to me first about all of this, and trying to figure out what I was really trying to say, and not just believing what everyone else had to say. Thanks for coming to me, your so-called friend, first, and trying to figure out where I was coming from. Oh right, only REAL friends do that.
Enjoy your life, I'll be spending mine with people who REALLY care about me.

Re: Man oh man... ljb205 April 16 2006, 00:02:18 UTC

Oh, and what exactly did I do to you anyway??

Re: Man oh man... blondechick157 April 17 2006, 19:05:40 UTC

I am so sorry. I don't know what I was thinking when I wrote that. I was really upset, like I'm sure you were when you wrote your entry. I can't believe I said the things I did. I was having such a terrible week and then I read that and I was totally set off. I mean, think about reading something like that in my journal, and taking it the wrong way. Wouldn't you be upset? With the Brian thing, I know you don't want to be with him and that is alright, but you shouldn't have made him feel so bad. I mean what you wrote in your journal made him come off really badly and I know how bad it upset him. I hope you are having fun at U of M and I hope you get everything you want. I hope you will try to understand that I didn't realize what I wrote and I feel awful for hurting you. I know how bad you hurt megan and brian and I felt bad that someone would do that to them and then I did it to you. I am so sorry. Please, forgive me.

Re: Man oh man... ljb205 April 17 2006, 23:39:11 UTC

We need to talk.

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