Yesterday I had church in the morning, and the highschool group had tons of stuff left over from their church garage sale the day before that they were going to box up and give to Goodwill. There was an entire room full of clothing and household things that they really wanted to get rid of for free or a donation. I snagged two cool t-shirts that I'm going to sew into tanktops or something, and a nice pair of biking gloves, all for $1. It was like shoulder pad heaven in there.
I felt really anxious yesterday about starting school again after my failed quarter. I have doubts that I can have a comeback. My mind is not in a good place. I feel as though there are only two kinds of actions I can take - good ones and bad ones. Good ones should be the norm, and bad ones are failures. I'll try my best, but what if my best isn't good enough? What if I am doomed to fail? How will I live with myself if that happens?
Today I'm in a better frame of mind, but I know I'm just putting these feelings off for another time. I slept in and had half a cantaloupe and coffee on the back deck. Monster the cat came around for a visit and we played for a good hour. There is a fig tree out back and I picked three ripe figs. Tonight I'm going to Avila with some church friends and we're having a bonfire. In the meantime, I'm going to practice violin and clean my room.
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These biking gloves would normally cost about $30. They're practically new!