written awhile ago..thought id post it finally
so you...you can let me down. you can say that you will and then not and get away with it becayse i have no claim over you, you aren't mine. you can let me down, you can hurt me as much as you like because youcan walk away now. you always were good at that, wallking away, not caring that you've broken someone's heart. but that's ok, it's not like it was anyone who was important. it was just me, making it alright. someone who gave everything that they could and still fell short, was still not good enough. someone who was given nothing in return, and still gave more, continues to give. no you...you can let me down and walk away, because when things get intense, get serious, you walk away. its better to walk away then to have something real. its better to be uncaring and uinfeeling then to be crippled with emotion. god, i wish that i could let someone down as easily as you can, maybe i would have stayed away from you.